.Sunday, April 30, 2006
i want to get well
i'm still sick and in fact it's getting worse.
i'm beginning to sound funny. hah.
i went back to the doctors today.
i got loads of medication :(
some liquid to gargle, cough syrup that makes me drowsy, some lozenges, some tablets to reduces inflammation in the throat &antibiotics.
the doctor offered to give me an mc but i didn't take it.
i mean i've been going to school so reguarly through this 2 months of my illness.
but i kinda regret not taking it now cos i just woke up and i don't feel quite that great after the medication.
really lethargic and stuff.
thankyou daddy. for the new phone since my old one's dying.
i need to contact ian. (ian: if you read this, email or something, it's important!!)
haha. what a way to contact someone.
the rest of my life has been alright.
labour day's tomorrow, i've got math tuition in the morning.
and i guess the whole day's dedicated to self-studying since i didn't do much yesterday since i went shopping and did some tys when i came back.
and today was supposed to be designated to studying but i had to see the docs and take my medication.
so i slept the whole day due the the drowsiness effect.
MONDAY IS STUDY DAY!! (:
i've got loads of filing to do cos all the teachers are calling for all the files next week!! :(
yup. my cousins are coming over and so is aby!!
haha. toodle doos!!
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.Sunday, April 23, 2006
smile when life's cruel
week's been really busy with all the tutorial 15s coming along
now i'm into 3d-trigo. mummy, help me!!
and problem between me and abu is solved. (:
and so is the problem between me and aby!! (:
all's well now. my only concern now is my academics.
someone told me once when i was in secondary 3.
when all the anonymous tagging used to affect everyone.
it was a trend then, but now when everyone's grown up, it affects no one.
in sec 3 when i faced the life of school politics and frequent quarrels.
a very good friend of mine told me this
"nevermind about what people say, as long as your friends stay true to you and you to yourself, everything else doens't matter. but if you lose your friends in the process, lift your head high and smile. real widely. cos you know that those that stick to you are the true friends, the others do not deserve your tears."
how very true. i wasn't the least affected by what others said on the tagboard.
anonymous anyway.
another friend told me "never let your past weigh you down. what's passed is past. the only thing that matters most is your present and how it can change the future."
with the tags, i thank God for blessing my life with such angels.
they knew that life was never going to be easy and they probably can't be there for me all the time, they left me with words that i can apply through my everyday living. THANKYOU.
*yawns* i'm damn tired now.
i still got loads of my work to do. haha.
like my math tutorial, stat revision work, econs case study which i don't know how to do. and study for my geog test. i'll make it.
i'm in a rather good mood now.
plus. mummy bought me a new pair of jeans!! (:
&i had mummy bonding day. miss those days when i used to hang around with my mum.
haha. now i'll have to catch up with my primary school friend, milene tan!! (:
ciao.
"God didn't promise you that skies would always be blue, but He promised that He'll make a way and give you strength to overcome those dark skies." -my mummy.
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.Saturday, April 15, 2006
i'm home early on a saturday.
happiness is only short lived.WRONG!! happiness lasts as long as we want them to.
if you got a bad day, think of the good things that happened.
we can all still be happy and have a very very good day.
i'm sandwiched between good friday and easter sunday!!
i didn't go to church cos i overslept and mummy didn't want to wake me up cos i haven't been having much sleep of late =(
it rained again yesterday, like every good friday does. (:
happy belated birthday to eugene!! (:birthday chill-out at gene's house was uber great.
haha. we were debating between pizza hut & canadian. and wee shouted ROCKY'S!! (:
rocky's it was. 2 xlarge pizzas were enough to feed 10 of us!!
gene, kingkong, tim, ade, gina, wee, calvin, liyi, evan & me.
haha. watch "fun with dick and jane" haha. damn funny.
then went home. i had to do up my rocks&el nino drq before i was allowed to leave the house.
haha. but all was worth it. i was tired of rotting at home.
today
happy 6 months, boy!! (:went to school for geog remedial and math tuition. haha.
was lazy to go home so i got my teacher to teach me in pjc.
but he gave up heaps of homework. THE ENTIRE TYS OF INTEGRATION by NEXT SATURDAY.
is he crazy? i don't even have my basics!! :(
after that wee&i&his mummy went to get some grilled chicken foldover from macs.
haha. it's healthy and yummy so it does good to my "diet".
BUT i asked to remove the lettuce and tomatoes.
and to replace them they gave an excessive amount of onions :(
but all was well.
aby gave me a lighthouse made of play-doh as my present.
i love handmade presents. they're more meaningful (:
went to get my brother his present!!
i wanted to get him one of those baby guitars like those hawaiian ones.
but i couldn't find them in time.
so for the time being i got a dogbone and a dog keyring. put them together
and engraved on them (:
it reminded me of him cos he calls leroy "brother, brother" HAH.
going out for dinner with him to celebrate his 21st birthday.
he's an old man now!! (:
so all the best. remember to finish up your homework class!! (:
i'll find cip for you guys soons.
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.Monday, April 10, 2006
update.
my life's been loads of ups and downs.
with an ugly hair do to the common test results.
to unwanted taggers. to lovely friends.
loads were going through my mind and i didn't want to blog unless i was in a stable mind.
math for me is just like hell.
the new study group thing that happening in my class just isn't working out.
geography's alright.
and so is econs.
i've decided to open up my university options and take a look at those overseas.
since i realised that singapore's university life isn't very suitable for me.
i've taken a look at the ones in USA and australia. seems quite promising.
i should consider them.
other than that. my spiritual life's been doing pretty alright.
was a little weak for a moment but i'm back on my feet!! (:
it's a good thing. upon receiving that horrible tag, no point getting agitated over it.
it's life and it's a free world for people to say what they want to say.
but i've prayed about it in church. a very long prayer.
and i felt way better after that.
dennis also reminded me not to be bothered as i've got God's love and strength in me.
and it's the truth. taking a little time off to speak to my HeavenlyDaddy instead of just living my life in sorrows and joy does do wonders.
i feel alright. happy. in fact, more free than i ever felt before.
much thankyous to the following people:wee - hey boy, thanks for looking out for me, comforting me through everything. and in everything else, believing in me. you've been there for me since the beginning of us and you never failed to bring a smile to my face. whether it's feeding me with the yummy custards to just giving me a simple telephone call to make sure i'm safe and sound at all times (:
marc - hey. thanks for your continuous encouragement through this period of time. & definitely for talking a great deal of sense into me. reminding me that that there are loads of beauty behind the sad lives we live. that we should just learn from experiences like the common test results and do well, to further excel in our lives. to grow up and be a better person. thankyou.
dennis - hey friend!! (: how's the new zealand cows? ha. thank you so much for reminding me that God's here for me no matter what and i really shouldn't be bothered about the judgement of the world for in the end of time, the only one that can judge us, is God the Father alone. not the person next to me, behind me, in front of me. thankyou also for reminding me not to be affected about these kinda people who like to shoot their mouths out about everything and keeping me calm. you've been a great spiritual buddy though we didn't officially start on it. yup. thankyou.
my life's been blessed with the Love of God, sending His angels as friends to guide, protect and to love me.
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